Assignment
In computer room again trying to do my case history. But I forgot to bring my guildline down with me so I can't do my case history properly. And I am going to need textbooks. Ai. The library only opens till 8pm, so its closed now. Can't go and look.
Can't decide whether to do my case hx on this stupid computer or on my laptop. I mean on my laptop i can do it anywhere i want. Like in my room or in the library. But i can't print -cos the stupid comptuers here cannot accept USB drives and i don't have a floppy drive on my computer. Such inconvienence eh. Wish i have my own anaesthetic book tho. Oh which reminds me, i better go look up some anaesthetic articles after this....if i know what im gona search for.
Its slightly heart warming to know that my friend defended me.
Is it right to harbour anger? Sometimes I don't want to let go of anger. Because i feel that i have the right to be angry and "throw a tantrum". To let the other person know that i am unhappy. That i'm not easily trodded over on.
But to be like that is immature. And people dont like that
But then, why should i keep it all in and pretend to be nice when i'm screaming and punching walls inside?
Other people just blow up at me if i do something wrong. Why should i be so nice?
Why should i be so nice and forget the bad things other pple do to me, only for other people to dig out all these past wrong-doings of mine and use it against me?
Isn't that unfair? I try not to harbour these thoughts about other people. And yet other people think i'm easy to tease easy to trod over easy to use easy to get rid of - because i don't complain to them.
Maybe you are thinking "gees this guy doesn't know how to stand up for himself".
And when that person pretends all is well, what am i to do? Say no?
Well if he/she is going to pretend that its nothing.
They certainly don't know the consequences of their actions on others.
So you think you are happy-go-lucky huh.
Maybe you are just inconsiderate.
Unwilling to consider that other people suffer because of your actions.
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When your friend stands up for you or supports you, am i expected to take that stand too?
What if i decide that i don't wana "tear face" and pretend its all good?
After all non-friends don't deserve to know what i really think anyway.
But is that friend going to be annoyed that i didn't make a "fuss" out of it and he stood up for me?
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Hope Rhyce is doing well. HEHE. Looking forward to playing with him again on Sunday. So Rhyce, sleep all day now and this week and wake up all sunday for me! Oh and noir, give him a enema and frusemide now so he poo and piss all he has this week and by the time i get there he'll be all clean and won't make a mess.
hahha.....yea noir, stop telling me to get a soft toy instead.....fine you deal with the poos then.
For those of you who hasn't bothered to visit little rhyce, you dont know what you are missing out. A dog is only a puppy once.
Can't decide whether to do my case hx on this stupid computer or on my laptop. I mean on my laptop i can do it anywhere i want. Like in my room or in the library. But i can't print -cos the stupid comptuers here cannot accept USB drives and i don't have a floppy drive on my computer. Such inconvienence eh. Wish i have my own anaesthetic book tho. Oh which reminds me, i better go look up some anaesthetic articles after this....if i know what im gona search for.
Its slightly heart warming to know that my friend defended me.
Is it right to harbour anger? Sometimes I don't want to let go of anger. Because i feel that i have the right to be angry and "throw a tantrum". To let the other person know that i am unhappy. That i'm not easily trodded over on.
But to be like that is immature. And people dont like that
But then, why should i keep it all in and pretend to be nice when i'm screaming and punching walls inside?
Other people just blow up at me if i do something wrong. Why should i be so nice?
Why should i be so nice and forget the bad things other pple do to me, only for other people to dig out all these past wrong-doings of mine and use it against me?
Isn't that unfair? I try not to harbour these thoughts about other people. And yet other people think i'm easy to tease easy to trod over easy to use easy to get rid of - because i don't complain to them.
Maybe you are thinking "gees this guy doesn't know how to stand up for himself".
And when that person pretends all is well, what am i to do? Say no?
Well if he/she is going to pretend that its nothing.
They certainly don't know the consequences of their actions on others.
So you think you are happy-go-lucky huh.
Maybe you are just inconsiderate.
Unwilling to consider that other people suffer because of your actions.
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When your friend stands up for you or supports you, am i expected to take that stand too?
What if i decide that i don't wana "tear face" and pretend its all good?
After all non-friends don't deserve to know what i really think anyway.
But is that friend going to be annoyed that i didn't make a "fuss" out of it and he stood up for me?
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Hope Rhyce is doing well. HEHE. Looking forward to playing with him again on Sunday. So Rhyce, sleep all day now and this week and wake up all sunday for me! Oh and noir, give him a enema and frusemide now so he poo and piss all he has this week and by the time i get there he'll be all clean and won't make a mess.
hahha.....yea noir, stop telling me to get a soft toy instead.....fine you deal with the poos then.
For those of you who hasn't bothered to visit little rhyce, you dont know what you are missing out. A dog is only a puppy once.
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