In Waikato Now
I just typed a whole lot of stuff and it disappeared.
ARGH!!!
I'm basicalyl living off caffine rite now, cos only slept 4 hrs late nite
SHit i cant' type already, making all these mistakes.
Oh i want to go jogging now but charlotte's not around and my shoes is in her car, can't get it!! annoyed!!!!!!
Can't find my badge and my MRSA letter last nite, very annoyed. My rooms is a big mess and feel like its reflecting on my life too. Can't find anything i want. Want to tidy it up so bad, but the guilt of not studying is bothering me even more too. Wats worse is that i'm constantly stuck to the computer last nite cos i was copying cds onto my computer and playign and old RPG game at the same time. wAt a waste of time ><" slept at 1am and woke up at 530am cos i need to get to hamilton by 6pm. tired
So what happened today. Let me recount it once more you damn computer. Got here today and was attached to my 1st anaesthetist. Watched a spinal being done, then the consultant took me to practice intubation on a dummy. Then went back, the reg filled me in with some administrative stuff, then told me that her brain was too tired and after the operation finished bascially told me to bugger off cos they want as little pple in the nxt operation as possible. So i grabbed something to eat with charlotte, then went to the tut with Dr Douglas. He's real nice. Took us thru anaphylaxis, watched us bag mask and intubate this dummie called simman. He's real cool. Simman i mean. Simman has a pulse, he can "speak", he has chest sounds, he has chest wall movement, you can put fluid and drugs into him, change his heartrate etc. Very cool. Anyway we then practiced some scenarios - e.g. anaphylaxis, breathing problems, no breathing etc. I was the leader of the team for the last case and MAN i SUCKED. REal bad. Can't take control. Lack of confidence of wat i was doing. I was just lost. Leo started taking over. Didn't know what to do. Dr Douglas suggested that the leader should stand apart and watch from a distance and control things. This someinthgi really need to improve on tho. Leadership skills. That was something i lied about in the med interview. I guess these things are coming back to haunt me now eh?
Afternoon with Dr griffiths was ok. I already missed the 1st patient, the 2nd one only neede propofol infusion to keep her in a semi-conscious state so didn't do much. Managed to make him talk to me about the general principles of anaesthetics history taking stuff so that was ok.
So that brings me to now.
Gues i should stop procrastinating and go work.
Oh i should really put up stuff that happened in the last 2 weeks too before i forget about it. But I wana show the photos too. Wonder if this CRAPPY computer can handle USB thumbdrives. And uploading photos. Internet pretty slow too. Miss info commons.
ARGH!!!
I'm basicalyl living off caffine rite now, cos only slept 4 hrs late nite
SHit i cant' type already, making all these mistakes.
Oh i want to go jogging now but charlotte's not around and my shoes is in her car, can't get it!! annoyed!!!!!!
Can't find my badge and my MRSA letter last nite, very annoyed. My rooms is a big mess and feel like its reflecting on my life too. Can't find anything i want. Want to tidy it up so bad, but the guilt of not studying is bothering me even more too. Wats worse is that i'm constantly stuck to the computer last nite cos i was copying cds onto my computer and playign and old RPG game at the same time. wAt a waste of time ><" slept at 1am and woke up at 530am cos i need to get to hamilton by 6pm. tired
So what happened today. Let me recount it once more you damn computer. Got here today and was attached to my 1st anaesthetist. Watched a spinal being done, then the consultant took me to practice intubation on a dummy. Then went back, the reg filled me in with some administrative stuff, then told me that her brain was too tired and after the operation finished bascially told me to bugger off cos they want as little pple in the nxt operation as possible. So i grabbed something to eat with charlotte, then went to the tut with Dr Douglas. He's real nice. Took us thru anaphylaxis, watched us bag mask and intubate this dummie called simman. He's real cool. Simman i mean. Simman has a pulse, he can "speak", he has chest sounds, he has chest wall movement, you can put fluid and drugs into him, change his heartrate etc. Very cool. Anyway we then practiced some scenarios - e.g. anaphylaxis, breathing problems, no breathing etc. I was the leader of the team for the last case and MAN i SUCKED. REal bad. Can't take control. Lack of confidence of wat i was doing. I was just lost. Leo started taking over. Didn't know what to do. Dr Douglas suggested that the leader should stand apart and watch from a distance and control things. This someinthgi really need to improve on tho. Leadership skills. That was something i lied about in the med interview. I guess these things are coming back to haunt me now eh?
Afternoon with Dr griffiths was ok. I already missed the 1st patient, the 2nd one only neede propofol infusion to keep her in a semi-conscious state so didn't do much. Managed to make him talk to me about the general principles of anaesthetics history taking stuff so that was ok.
So that brings me to now.
Gues i should stop procrastinating and go work.
Oh i should really put up stuff that happened in the last 2 weeks too before i forget about it. But I wana show the photos too. Wonder if this CRAPPY computer can handle USB thumbdrives. And uploading photos. Internet pretty slow too. Miss info commons.
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