[Self Realisation] Prude
I am a prude.
Such a prude!
I find it slightly amusing that out of all things, i'm such a prude about sex.
Yes, sex!
This topic is something you come across everyday - just pick up any old magazine (yes, there's a profanity of woman's day lying around everyday in psych), turn on any old TV (all those desperate housewives), read any newspaper (all those ads to enhance people's love lives).
I can't even check my hotmail without being bombarded by suggestive junk mails.
However recent events made me realise - even though i see it around on a daily basis, they're all "fantasy land" stuff for me! I didn't REALISE that they happen in ReAL life too...!
Like in Grey's anatomy. Meredith had a ONS with this guy who turned out to be her consultant. erm....thats' not the point, but Meredith had a ONS. And the story portray it as just something that happens. Part one's life. Like in Sex and the City (...yea, the times that i manage to flick through it, honest!) - all those girls sleeping around on a daily / weekly basis.
However, i didn' realise that i still have this really prude part of me that doesn't BELIEVE people around me can be like that too!
Maybe its the fact that this is not my lifestyle - i've always associated this with the "western" lifestyle - in Asian countries when i grew up this kind of thing was "hush hush" ...
**random note: TV1 is currently having this show about cybersex addiction, wat the hell...=.="**
I guess to be fair, part of me is intrigued by it too - like, how does it happen? How can you "trust" yourself with this stranger that you just met and talked to for a few hours, and then perform intimate acts with them? Not in a judgemental kinda way - but i'm just ... duno, can't see myself ever in that situation - like, its the stuff TV and movies are made off - and i guess i can't quite comprehend how pple i know mite do that!
And what's even more...i duno, disturbing, is how i start to realise that all the pple that i see ard me are probably having sex! I mean, its not that i didn't think they would, but somehow now its like i'm faced with it...sort of...
I guess what i'm saying is - my mindset was still at the young innocent age that couple only do innocent things like holding hands and talking on the phone...somehow, my expectations for my friends hasn't progressed to them having sex yet.
Anyhows - all this, is none of my business.....
Welcome to the adult world!
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Hey's my best pic that i took at Ruapeka Gardens.
Love it or hate it?
Such a prude!
I find it slightly amusing that out of all things, i'm such a prude about sex.
Yes, sex!
This topic is something you come across everyday - just pick up any old magazine (yes, there's a profanity of woman's day lying around everyday in psych), turn on any old TV (all those desperate housewives), read any newspaper (all those ads to enhance people's love lives).
I can't even check my hotmail without being bombarded by suggestive junk mails.
However recent events made me realise - even though i see it around on a daily basis, they're all "fantasy land" stuff for me! I didn't REALISE that they happen in ReAL life too...!
Like in Grey's anatomy. Meredith had a ONS with this guy who turned out to be her consultant. erm....thats' not the point, but Meredith had a ONS. And the story portray it as just something that happens. Part one's life. Like in Sex and the City (...yea, the times that i manage to flick through it, honest!) - all those girls sleeping around on a daily / weekly basis.
However, i didn' realise that i still have this really prude part of me that doesn't BELIEVE people around me can be like that too!
Maybe its the fact that this is not my lifestyle - i've always associated this with the "western" lifestyle - in Asian countries when i grew up this kind of thing was "hush hush" ...
**random note: TV1 is currently having this show about cybersex addiction, wat the hell...=.="**
I guess to be fair, part of me is intrigued by it too - like, how does it happen? How can you "trust" yourself with this stranger that you just met and talked to for a few hours, and then perform intimate acts with them? Not in a judgemental kinda way - but i'm just ... duno, can't see myself ever in that situation - like, its the stuff TV and movies are made off - and i guess i can't quite comprehend how pple i know mite do that!
And what's even more...i duno, disturbing, is how i start to realise that all the pple that i see ard me are probably having sex! I mean, its not that i didn't think they would, but somehow now its like i'm faced with it...sort of...
I guess what i'm saying is - my mindset was still at the young innocent age that couple only do innocent things like holding hands and talking on the phone...somehow, my expectations for my friends hasn't progressed to them having sex yet.
Anyhows - all this, is none of my business.....
Welcome to the adult world!
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Hey's my best pic that i took at Ruapeka Gardens.
Love it or hate it?
Man you really do blurt out what you think...
ReplyDeleteI agree...
Its a grown up world out there...
More importantly the other picture looked much better!