Lost: ???

Something is killing me inside.

I can't really identify what it is.

Something's missing...

Replacing the missing is a black hole sucking my life energy away.

The black hole that drives my hunger for more food.

Something just doesn't feel right.

I can't identify what it is...

I let myself do things that i enjoy doing, and yet i am not enjoying myself.

Even when i'm joining in the fun and doing things i normally enjoy, the pleasure doesn't seem to be right.

Something is missing.

Is it hope?