Binge2
Opps...fogot to mention why i named the title binge
Cos i was in a shit mood on monday, i came home at 10pm and started eating this massive heap of junk food. It culminated with some udon that i made for myself wif boiling water (cos there's no pan in my room so...) anyway...i ate so much... i didn't eat breakfast the next day...cos i was so full!! felt like throwing up...aii~~ so yea...i think i'm getting fatter here...heheh
And i hate 3 bowls of chicken rice that i cooked myself using one of those precooked packs today...so nice....watching full metal panic during dinner....was cool too...thanks to mike for the cd...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE....i dun think u read my blog...but still....happy 21st to you my good good friend = ) Sorry i can't be there wif u
tho....hope that 40min of phone call i had wif u was good...!!
Anyhows....today was better...went to conductive education to see and observe the special needs classroom - remember those intermediate and highsch days - where there's sometimes this special needs person in ur class? and somehow us mean kids don't really interact wif them and think they are weird cos they drool saliva everywhere and they can't talk properly and stuff? Can't walk...? We were so mean eh. wWell at least i was. And now i go back to their class and observe them...they are actually very clever! i was with this boy today who couldn't really speak audibly. but he was able to mumble a few words, and his understanding is pretty good. He can recognise quite a few words, and make his needs generally known. That is very admirable. I mean - most of us can't even imagine what its like to live in a world where you cant move urself properly and can't talk properly....its so hard...
Hehe today was good also cos i was examining this baby and he was not crying! and interacting wif me!! and in front of my classmates and consultants!! yay =P heheh not that it was full on playing...but he didn't cry, and i had some sort of rapport wif him.
And i also went bk to the kawasaki family, and talked to them so more abt history n stuff. tHEy were much nicer now that the boy is much better and not sick anymore - he even went up to me and looked at me...at least he wasn't as irritable anymore!! yay...
But i stil feel shit and a bit scared tho. I mean - my job is to deal wif sick pple. The reg was able to turn a sick child into a smiling face. That shud be wat i need to achieve. But here i m, taking joy ion interacting wif normal children. who has recovred. Of cus they are good and nice to interact wif - cos they are well!! not sick! so yea...
Anyhows....me bk to doin case history again...another one due on friday...so the cycle goes....
Took a drive ard my car in town today...i like my new car eh...so comfortable. Hamilton is a nice place to drive ard as well....cos there's the river beside town, so i deliberately got lost and did a few rounds....i think i will try drive ard the place again!! and try discover new places.
Like the lake that i jog ard in? I love that lake. I discovered on tuesday that there's a rose garden there!! shud hav taken my bro there last time. Quite nice too. I love that lake....its so pretty. THere were lots of sails there today too.
I promised to talk abt my class dynamics eh...
Anyways....there's someone in my run now that i'm finding anynoing. Well...i duno...jus hav a thing against her - she's nice to you sometimes, sometimes i feel bitchy - like she'll say hi to you and jus leave like u don't exist anymore...and when she talks to you...i duno....it jus doesn't feel right. I feel mean saying these things too...but like...she comes to my room today and assume that i'm doing my 4th case hx...when i'm doig my 3rd one...(like starting)...and its like...jus cos u've ALREADY done urs!! and 2mr she invited pple over for a potluck dinner...and me n Dha r like....but won't we be really busy over our case hx???? we havn't started!!!! ><" and she's like...ohh jus finish it today....-__-" its not that we don't want to...gees...
and she tries really hard too...not that its a bad thing, but it feels like...she comes to our tutorials but we never go to hers - she gets extra things and she doesn't really offer to us - instead we offer to her if she misses stuff. U know? jus the feeling that we'r being treated like idiots...like we need to pamper her and stuff...
anyway i'm jus bitching. really bitching cos duno how much of the above are based on facts...jus my point of view eh.
Oh dha's waiting for me to leave the comp room...its like 1am now nearly...we were supposed to leave by 12...><"
sleepless nite for me...need to do case.......finish .....today....
p.s. i binged on biscuits last nite too - those raisin biscuits...yum.......
Cos i was in a shit mood on monday, i came home at 10pm and started eating this massive heap of junk food. It culminated with some udon that i made for myself wif boiling water (cos there's no pan in my room so...) anyway...i ate so much... i didn't eat breakfast the next day...cos i was so full!! felt like throwing up...aii~~ so yea...i think i'm getting fatter here...heheh
And i hate 3 bowls of chicken rice that i cooked myself using one of those precooked packs today...so nice....watching full metal panic during dinner....was cool too...thanks to mike for the cd...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE....i dun think u read my blog...but still....happy 21st to you my good good friend = ) Sorry i can't be there wif u
tho....hope that 40min of phone call i had wif u was good...!!
Anyhows....today was better...went to conductive education to see and observe the special needs classroom - remember those intermediate and highsch days - where there's sometimes this special needs person in ur class? and somehow us mean kids don't really interact wif them and think they are weird cos they drool saliva everywhere and they can't talk properly and stuff? Can't walk...? We were so mean eh. wWell at least i was. And now i go back to their class and observe them...they are actually very clever! i was with this boy today who couldn't really speak audibly. but he was able to mumble a few words, and his understanding is pretty good. He can recognise quite a few words, and make his needs generally known. That is very admirable. I mean - most of us can't even imagine what its like to live in a world where you cant move urself properly and can't talk properly....its so hard...
Hehe today was good also cos i was examining this baby and he was not crying! and interacting wif me!! and in front of my classmates and consultants!! yay =P heheh not that it was full on playing...but he didn't cry, and i had some sort of rapport wif him.
And i also went bk to the kawasaki family, and talked to them so more abt history n stuff. tHEy were much nicer now that the boy is much better and not sick anymore - he even went up to me and looked at me...at least he wasn't as irritable anymore!! yay...
But i stil feel shit and a bit scared tho. I mean - my job is to deal wif sick pple. The reg was able to turn a sick child into a smiling face. That shud be wat i need to achieve. But here i m, taking joy ion interacting wif normal children. who has recovred. Of cus they are good and nice to interact wif - cos they are well!! not sick! so yea...
Anyhows....me bk to doin case history again...another one due on friday...so the cycle goes....
Took a drive ard my car in town today...i like my new car eh...so comfortable. Hamilton is a nice place to drive ard as well....cos there's the river beside town, so i deliberately got lost and did a few rounds....i think i will try drive ard the place again!! and try discover new places.
Like the lake that i jog ard in? I love that lake. I discovered on tuesday that there's a rose garden there!! shud hav taken my bro there last time. Quite nice too. I love that lake....its so pretty. THere were lots of sails there today too.
I promised to talk abt my class dynamics eh...
Anyways....there's someone in my run now that i'm finding anynoing. Well...i duno...jus hav a thing against her - she's nice to you sometimes, sometimes i feel bitchy - like she'll say hi to you and jus leave like u don't exist anymore...and when she talks to you...i duno....it jus doesn't feel right. I feel mean saying these things too...but like...she comes to my room today and assume that i'm doing my 4th case hx...when i'm doig my 3rd one...(like starting)...and its like...jus cos u've ALREADY done urs!! and 2mr she invited pple over for a potluck dinner...and me n Dha r like....but won't we be really busy over our case hx???? we havn't started!!!! ><" and she's like...ohh jus finish it today....-__-" its not that we don't want to...gees...
and she tries really hard too...not that its a bad thing, but it feels like...she comes to our tutorials but we never go to hers - she gets extra things and she doesn't really offer to us - instead we offer to her if she misses stuff. U know? jus the feeling that we'r being treated like idiots...like we need to pamper her and stuff...
anyway i'm jus bitching. really bitching cos duno how much of the above are based on facts...jus my point of view eh.
Oh dha's waiting for me to leave the comp room...its like 1am now nearly...we were supposed to leave by 12...><"
sleepless nite for me...need to do case.......finish .....today....
p.s. i binged on biscuits last nite too - those raisin biscuits...yum.......
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