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Happy Chinese New Year People!~
As the year of the rooster arrives (i forgot what year we are currently in ...its monkey isn't it...)...I WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!= )

May you see red lots thru this period =P

I'm looking forward to the drive home and the nice meal today. The nice family gathering.

I was just thinking about the weekend and the time i got to spend with my family at home. It was so peaceful. My mum, my brother, my brother's gf and me. 4 pple fit nicely in a car. We don't argue or get into fights - cos we all know how to get along with each other. My bro and me do stuff like play on playstation and he helps me pick out good cars and computer gadgets etc. My bros' gf is really easy to talk to and she is funny at times. I guess understanding too. Mum is ...mum. She's understanding and the best mum i can hope for. Always there for me simplifying my life so much that i can't imagine what things r like without her (even as i'm living here now i can relax cos i know she's not far away and i have someone to turn to for help). Bro's gf helps out wif mum and gets along ok with her - they work in kitchen together, and cook and do dishes etc.

So this time things actually look well and feels well. Not jus on the surface but i really enjoyed the time we spent together. IT makes me wonder...when's the next time after this that we'll be able to do something liek this? the lack of arguments, the relaxed atmosphere, the peaceful family feeling. Suddenly i realise that...the family life that i used to have many yrs ago...its really many yrs ago. I don't even realise that i actually miss it. The having more than 2 pple in the house and having pple to do things wif...

Hey i know what u r thinkin - having my brother drive me ard and a sister to do housework for me is all good. hehe. but rememberi 'm not acutally living at home much so i do my own housework anyway, so hmph~~

But i would really really miss the sort of family life eh. Who knows when they'll b both here again, like this, on a long holiday? And who knows when i'll b able to hav slack times like this when i can do little work and try to catch up later...(we'll c abt that...i'm so behind compared to my classmates that its not funny....so tired too...but then i'm always tired...)

Having dinner with neighbours tonite...well....as long as my family is there...

So yea, i guess im finally begining to understnad how nitezstar feels when she is surrounded by family. Altho i don't have any cousins to hang ard wif and say cute stuff to. No aunties that i like to fuss over me when i go back (like related aunties, not gossip-aunty aunties...)...so yea, the large extended family thing has...disappeared. Even my family is chronically split apart too...

It is definitely therapeutic to spend time with family.

And definitely sad and nostalgic when one has to leave family behind.

but live moves on...

My bro has extended his flight to sat so i don't have to send him off tomorrow. Yay. More time to play guns wif him. And try out the lexus.

My new year wishes?

Peace and health for my family.

and

To work hard so i won't let my family down.

Working hard is ....like it says...so HARD

=(

I was so lacking motivation yesterday...aiii....how to motivate myself

Any suggestions?

Like i was walking past a patient that i was gona interview for practice ...and i just decided i coudln't be stuffed. My classmates all did their practice already and i havn't, so i shud catch up. But i couldn't be stuffed...

Any ideas anyone...

Anyway...HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

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