update
Some china pple moved in nxt door to me, so noisy, they took all over the lounge too with their cup noodles and stuff, so disgusting. Talking so loud last nite i couldnt study so i played metal slug on my computer all nite and then fell asleep wif my lights on till 4am, when i woke up and switched the lights off.
Guess thats why i didn't go to ward round at 8am this morning cos i could barely wake up...the rain outside didn't help either. So i called bob and he didn't wake up either so...hehe...we both missed the ward round. Oh well...
Getting lazy me....bad sign...
I think - the enjoyment of my attachment, depends on the pple that i'm attached with. Like last yr for example, i really enjoyed my orthopedics attachment cos me, ilia and tigger were in the same team and we practiced and had so much fun. Cos we all knew each other and stuf, and hoon also joined in wif us so its like a social gathering everytime. Dont have to spend time to get to know each other and stuff. And then I enjoyed rural GP cos charlotte was fun to hang ard and to get me to do things i didn't usually do e.g. skiing so many times etc... And now paeds is fun cos dha lives beside me and we kinda do a few things together - well like last thurs he got me to go out wif his gf for dinner (even tho we both ate pizza before and was full) but we still went to the korean restaurant and stuffed ourselves wif beer - and both got tummy pain for the nxt day....-___-||| Its minor stuff like that from everyday life that you share and laugh about. It was definitely good to have his company at times - and he's one of the nicest guys i've met in the class so yea...I'll miss these social-relationship stuff when this run is over, when i leave this flat in a few days time.
One of the things i learnt from dha, well, like from talking to him and seeing how he act and stuff - is that there's so many pple out there wif so many different histories and personalities and they are ALL really interesting after you get to know them. If you can get over the initial judgement/1st impression that you have of them - whether its dislike or like or watever - and work to actually get to know that person thru conversation and sharing and understanding how that other person thinks - u'll be rewarded with some kinda trust and bond that you can share with that person. like that other time we were discussing how this person who was in our yr in yr2 committed suicide (he was a yr below us by that time) cos of depression and things like that (i think, from rumours) and how dha actually DID talk to him a bit when he was still in our class whereas most of the other pple in our class think he's weird and avoid him and never really talk to him. For me, well, my contact wif him was limited to a conversation abt how crappy we both did in the final exam in 2nd yr and him saying that he's not gona pass...which he didn't i think...and i never really talked to him after that. Its funny eh - cos he's acutally mike's classmate from primary sch in christchurch - and they only met each other again in medsch. Small world. Even Bob talked to that person and stuff....and so i'm sitting there thinking - hmmn...sounds like i'm the one who's the most...well not only antisocial, and maybe even judgemental. Like - how i think the "popular" pple think they'r too cool to talk to me, maybe, a part of me look down on other pple too, jus to get some self-satisfaction!?! that self attitude....man....i have to lose that eh!! Dha apparently has noticed that wif himself and tries to get to know everyone in class - well, besides the ones where, for personal reasons, has a dislike already. But - looking at prev runs and stuff - he got along good with everyone he was paired with!!! That's really something i shud aim at ....to be able to connect and interact and get to know everyone that presents themselves.
NOt judge them and be scared.
Jus be myself and interact with them.
THat is something that I will aim for...........
Guess thats why i didn't go to ward round at 8am this morning cos i could barely wake up...the rain outside didn't help either. So i called bob and he didn't wake up either so...hehe...we both missed the ward round. Oh well...
Getting lazy me....bad sign...
I think - the enjoyment of my attachment, depends on the pple that i'm attached with. Like last yr for example, i really enjoyed my orthopedics attachment cos me, ilia and tigger were in the same team and we practiced and had so much fun. Cos we all knew each other and stuf, and hoon also joined in wif us so its like a social gathering everytime. Dont have to spend time to get to know each other and stuff. And then I enjoyed rural GP cos charlotte was fun to hang ard and to get me to do things i didn't usually do e.g. skiing so many times etc... And now paeds is fun cos dha lives beside me and we kinda do a few things together - well like last thurs he got me to go out wif his gf for dinner (even tho we both ate pizza before and was full) but we still went to the korean restaurant and stuffed ourselves wif beer - and both got tummy pain for the nxt day....-___-||| Its minor stuff like that from everyday life that you share and laugh about. It was definitely good to have his company at times - and he's one of the nicest guys i've met in the class so yea...I'll miss these social-relationship stuff when this run is over, when i leave this flat in a few days time.
One of the things i learnt from dha, well, like from talking to him and seeing how he act and stuff - is that there's so many pple out there wif so many different histories and personalities and they are ALL really interesting after you get to know them. If you can get over the initial judgement/1st impression that you have of them - whether its dislike or like or watever - and work to actually get to know that person thru conversation and sharing and understanding how that other person thinks - u'll be rewarded with some kinda trust and bond that you can share with that person. like that other time we were discussing how this person who was in our yr in yr2 committed suicide (he was a yr below us by that time) cos of depression and things like that (i think, from rumours) and how dha actually DID talk to him a bit when he was still in our class whereas most of the other pple in our class think he's weird and avoid him and never really talk to him. For me, well, my contact wif him was limited to a conversation abt how crappy we both did in the final exam in 2nd yr and him saying that he's not gona pass...which he didn't i think...and i never really talked to him after that. Its funny eh - cos he's acutally mike's classmate from primary sch in christchurch - and they only met each other again in medsch. Small world. Even Bob talked to that person and stuff....and so i'm sitting there thinking - hmmn...sounds like i'm the one who's the most...well not only antisocial, and maybe even judgemental. Like - how i think the "popular" pple think they'r too cool to talk to me, maybe, a part of me look down on other pple too, jus to get some self-satisfaction!?! that self attitude....man....i have to lose that eh!! Dha apparently has noticed that wif himself and tries to get to know everyone in class - well, besides the ones where, for personal reasons, has a dislike already. But - looking at prev runs and stuff - he got along good with everyone he was paired with!!! That's really something i shud aim at ....to be able to connect and interact and get to know everyone that presents themselves.
NOt judge them and be scared.
Jus be myself and interact with them.
THat is something that I will aim for...........
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