Optimism
When you achieved your aims so far for the day
When you can spend the whole raining windy day in my warm heated house that I call home (my basketball hoop fell over and cracked because of the wind, so its been taken apart now =( )
When mum’s friends brought a huge amount of yummy food from the restaurant to feast at my house, and seeing mum happy with her friends
When I can fall asleep on my fed after the feed for a few hours
When I can wake up and still get my aims for the afternoon achieved
When I can go for a run at the time I told myself I would go
When I actually ran the distance I am set to run everyday
When I see a rainbow in the sky while I run
When I can come home and see mum walking around doing things in the garden
When mum tells me that dinner is ready when I am
When I come upstairs and its warm and I have internet to use
When I receive messages from people like YH, MikeT, Vivi, Cycke, Lavenderbee, Snoops wishing my luck for study and exam
When I can hear the birds chirping loudly outside now and the sky is blue post rain
I feel motivated. I am going to achieve my aim tonight. I will try my hardest to.
Please, don’t let myself distract myself.
I owe it to all the people that put their faith in me, that I am spending quality time studying, not lazing around.
Afterall, after 5 years of work and 9 months of stress, I owe it to myself.
And I will have a happy holiday after this.
When you can spend the whole raining windy day in my warm heated house that I call home (my basketball hoop fell over and cracked because of the wind, so its been taken apart now =( )
When mum’s friends brought a huge amount of yummy food from the restaurant to feast at my house, and seeing mum happy with her friends
When I can fall asleep on my fed after the feed for a few hours
When I can wake up and still get my aims for the afternoon achieved
When I can go for a run at the time I told myself I would go
When I actually ran the distance I am set to run everyday
When I see a rainbow in the sky while I run
When I can come home and see mum walking around doing things in the garden
When mum tells me that dinner is ready when I am
When I come upstairs and its warm and I have internet to use
When I receive messages from people like YH, MikeT, Vivi, Cycke, Lavenderbee, Snoops wishing my luck for study and exam
When I can hear the birds chirping loudly outside now and the sky is blue post rain
I feel motivated. I am going to achieve my aim tonight. I will try my hardest to.
Please, don’t let myself distract myself.
I owe it to all the people that put their faith in me, that I am spending quality time studying, not lazing around.
Afterall, after 5 years of work and 9 months of stress, I owe it to myself.
And I will have a happy holiday after this.
Hey :)
ReplyDeleteSounds like things are taking a turn for the better... I'm glad :)
And it's ok... yes, a lot of people have faith in you... but it's because of who you are... just remember... don't work yourself to the bone... we're just happy seeing you happy ok? :)
You're so close to finishing... when you think you have no hope... just think of all the things that make you happy :) Never mind the disappointments... there's usually a new start around the corner :)
You can do it amnesia boy!!! :P