Venting
Warning: I'm about to start raving and ranting. This is a post that you don't have to read. I ADVICE YOU NOT TO READ.
I'll be using "you" to refer to someone, and its highly highly unlikely, that the person I'm refering to will be reading this - so if you do actually venture ahead and read the following post, please don't be insulted. I am warning you that it could cause some distress.
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You fucking bastard.
You DARE call and say 沒有什麼事幹嘛這樣
Do you NOT understand what was written already? Did you EVEN read it? Ya, so you used another excuse to get us to call back. Sure. Do you NOT get it? Even after such a letter has been written? And you still DARE call back to say that?
Ok let me rant about what YOU did to Me first before i start on what you did to someone else.
I dun understand how ANYone can be SO insensitive. You KNOW explicitly that i'm doing exams, probably the most important exam i've yet to sit in my life so far. I know you've been told that i'm highly stressed, hell, it doesn't take much to figure out that i'll be stressed anyway.
But do you even call, or send any message thru any medium, to wish me luck, to see how i'm doing, to give any encouragement?
No.
You just had to fucking piss someone off.
And i have to go calm them.
And do you realise how sad and pissed off that makes me feel too? That is the LAST thing i want to go through in the middle of my exams. and this is DESPITE DELIBERATE MULTIPLE attempted, calm and angry attempts from me, to tell you to control your anger. to LEARN HOW TO BE SORRY. Oh ya, i realise that you delude yourself to the point where you don'tt even think you made a mistake. But how DENSE are you? To not understand that when someone is pissed offf that they actually MAY BE A REASON WHY THEY ARE FUCKING PISSED off, rather than just brush it off and say "ohh i'm sorry, get over it"!??!!?
And that apology you tried to use: oh i'll never change
WHAT THE FUCK?! that is not even an apology. THat is an INSULt. After saying that we have had enuff of you for the last XX years and we can't stand what you are doing anymore, and the only reason why we survived the last XX years was becasue we tolerated, we didnt' say anything, we didn't want to stir up a storm, and after telling you how tired we are of all this, you freaking just say you won't change, AND FUCKING MOVE ON TO ANOTHER TOPIC!?
AND AFTER WE EXPLICITLY TOLD YOU THRU WRITING NOT TO CALL ANYMORE?!
ANd what DID YOU DO AFTER WE TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL US OR TALK TO US ANYMORE?
YOU FUCKING RANG THE HOME PHONE LIKE 15 TIMES THAT DAY.
DID YOU NOT KNOW THAT SOMEONE IS FUCKING STUDYING FOR EXAMS?!
AT HOME?!
AND IF WE ARE NOT PICKING UP, AND AFTER TELLING YOU THAT WE DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU NO MORE, IN EXPICIT WRITING, THAT YOU GIVE UP?
DID YOU EVEN CONSIDER THAT SOMEONE IS DOING EXAMS??!? HOW DARE YOU RING AND RING AND RING AND SEND FAX AFTER FAX?!
AND NOT EVEN APOLOGISING?! YOUR FAXES JUST IGNORE THE FACT THAT WE ARE PISSED AND JUST TELL US TO CALL YOU ABOUT SOMETIHNG ELSE, SOEMTHING THAT YOU ARE CLUELESS ABOUT COS YOU ARE FUCKING USELESS AND NO ONE WANTS TO TELL YOU ANYTHING!?
AND HOW CAN YOU FUCKING PISS SOMEONE OFF WHEN YOU ARE CALLING THEM TO ASK THEM TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU!? SOMETHING OUT OF THEIR WAY?!
So:
1. you don't even show concern that i'm doing exams
2. you do a shit and i have to wipe your ass, and i KNOW that you don't even realise that i have to deal with your shit
3. you ring and disturb me for the WHOLE FUUCKING DAY
4. you now call again and pretend nothing has happened?
5. you inappropriately shout even though i WARNED you about the consequences of doing so and told you to think about it? And you DARE pretend to me like nothing has happnend?
WHat the FUCK do you think I AM?! A FUCKING IDIOT?!
You want me to STOMP YOU?
Sure I WILL STOMP YOU.
Now Let me start on how you affected another person.
Do you Know that that person has restless painful nights can't sleep?
Yes you know but it never registers in your brain
Do you know that that person has been rudely told that they may need surgery?
Yes you know but you don't think its your concern
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING SYMPATHY
Do you know what YOU did to that person over those XX years? The pain, emotional AND Physical, the sufferings, the loneliness, the effort?
Yes you know but you think they're used to it/that its the past and they should forget it/that your one worded i'm sorry can fix it.
You have no fucking idea do you?
You think you are sorry, but you won't even start to acknowledge your major major wrong doings.
YOur wrongdoings which affected everyone.
And its all YOUR fault because it was what YOU did ALONE without ANY consultation from us.
Your DIRTY SECRET
And you DARE ask me "so i should carry the guilt with me forever?!"
HOLY FUCKING YES U USELESS CRAP.
You NEVER EVEN MADE UP FOR IT. or tried
YOU JUST IGNORED IT LIKE IT WAS A PAST NOT TO BE UNCOVERED.
If things went your way you will never have told us what really happened. Cos you always cover it up. You want to make urself look better. You want us to have a dream image of you. You want you want you want you want ....
Its all about you. YOU are all about YOU.
And i FUCKING Pity you cos you DESERVE what you have.
THis whole thing, is your last chance. THis started MOTNHS ago. But then, i'm probably throwing a temper to myself since plain messages of "i AM PISSED OFF WITH YOU AND I WILL NOT SPEAK TO YOU UNTIL YOU TELL ME WHY I M PISSED OFF" never work.
WHy?
Because you fucking KNOW why i am pissed off but YOU Know why you are wrong but you think you are too fucking important to admit it.
Ha.
Sure, you want to test MY patience - go ahead.
When i warned you that you better do something OR ELSE......., you DARE to reply "ANd what CAN YOU DO TO ME" in a mocking way.
HAHAHAhahah...
What can i do eh. You would even think about thaT?!
Useless piece of crap.
YOU.
YOU WILL BE STOMPED DOWN.
YOU ARE BE CRUSHED, SO BAD...
THose who mis-use their privileges will be PUNISHED.
For you DONT deserve your privilage.
Do you know, anger, is my final barrier?
When my anger pass - there will be feelings no more.
My feelings - that is my final contribution to you.
For hell's sake, i don't know why i bother.
You can't even fucking say "Bye" to end a phone conversation, after I say BYE to you.
You just hang up!?
AND YES YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT THIS IS IMPOLITE AND RUDE
but do you take notice?
No.
To hell with you.
I'll be using "you" to refer to someone, and its highly highly unlikely, that the person I'm refering to will be reading this - so if you do actually venture ahead and read the following post, please don't be insulted. I am warning you that it could cause some distress.
==================================================
You fucking bastard.
You DARE call and say 沒有什麼事幹嘛這樣
Do you NOT understand what was written already? Did you EVEN read it? Ya, so you used another excuse to get us to call back. Sure. Do you NOT get it? Even after such a letter has been written? And you still DARE call back to say that?
Ok let me rant about what YOU did to Me first before i start on what you did to someone else.
I dun understand how ANYone can be SO insensitive. You KNOW explicitly that i'm doing exams, probably the most important exam i've yet to sit in my life so far. I know you've been told that i'm highly stressed, hell, it doesn't take much to figure out that i'll be stressed anyway.
But do you even call, or send any message thru any medium, to wish me luck, to see how i'm doing, to give any encouragement?
No.
You just had to fucking piss someone off.
And i have to go calm them.
And do you realise how sad and pissed off that makes me feel too? That is the LAST thing i want to go through in the middle of my exams. and this is DESPITE DELIBERATE MULTIPLE attempted, calm and angry attempts from me, to tell you to control your anger. to LEARN HOW TO BE SORRY. Oh ya, i realise that you delude yourself to the point where you don'tt even think you made a mistake. But how DENSE are you? To not understand that when someone is pissed offf that they actually MAY BE A REASON WHY THEY ARE FUCKING PISSED off, rather than just brush it off and say "ohh i'm sorry, get over it"!??!!?
And that apology you tried to use: oh i'll never change
WHAT THE FUCK?! that is not even an apology. THat is an INSULt. After saying that we have had enuff of you for the last XX years and we can't stand what you are doing anymore, and the only reason why we survived the last XX years was becasue we tolerated, we didnt' say anything, we didn't want to stir up a storm, and after telling you how tired we are of all this, you freaking just say you won't change, AND FUCKING MOVE ON TO ANOTHER TOPIC!?
AND AFTER WE EXPLICITLY TOLD YOU THRU WRITING NOT TO CALL ANYMORE?!
ANd what DID YOU DO AFTER WE TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL US OR TALK TO US ANYMORE?
YOU FUCKING RANG THE HOME PHONE LIKE 15 TIMES THAT DAY.
DID YOU NOT KNOW THAT SOMEONE IS FUCKING STUDYING FOR EXAMS?!
AT HOME?!
AND IF WE ARE NOT PICKING UP, AND AFTER TELLING YOU THAT WE DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU NO MORE, IN EXPICIT WRITING, THAT YOU GIVE UP?
DID YOU EVEN CONSIDER THAT SOMEONE IS DOING EXAMS??!? HOW DARE YOU RING AND RING AND RING AND SEND FAX AFTER FAX?!
AND NOT EVEN APOLOGISING?! YOUR FAXES JUST IGNORE THE FACT THAT WE ARE PISSED AND JUST TELL US TO CALL YOU ABOUT SOMETIHNG ELSE, SOEMTHING THAT YOU ARE CLUELESS ABOUT COS YOU ARE FUCKING USELESS AND NO ONE WANTS TO TELL YOU ANYTHING!?
AND HOW CAN YOU FUCKING PISS SOMEONE OFF WHEN YOU ARE CALLING THEM TO ASK THEM TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU!? SOMETHING OUT OF THEIR WAY?!
So:
1. you don't even show concern that i'm doing exams
2. you do a shit and i have to wipe your ass, and i KNOW that you don't even realise that i have to deal with your shit
3. you ring and disturb me for the WHOLE FUUCKING DAY
4. you now call again and pretend nothing has happened?
5. you inappropriately shout even though i WARNED you about the consequences of doing so and told you to think about it? And you DARE pretend to me like nothing has happnend?
WHat the FUCK do you think I AM?! A FUCKING IDIOT?!
You want me to STOMP YOU?
Sure I WILL STOMP YOU.
Now Let me start on how you affected another person.
Do you Know that that person has restless painful nights can't sleep?
Yes you know but it never registers in your brain
Do you know that that person has been rudely told that they may need surgery?
Yes you know but you don't think its your concern
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING SYMPATHY
Do you know what YOU did to that person over those XX years? The pain, emotional AND Physical, the sufferings, the loneliness, the effort?
Yes you know but you think they're used to it/that its the past and they should forget it/that your one worded i'm sorry can fix it.
You have no fucking idea do you?
You think you are sorry, but you won't even start to acknowledge your major major wrong doings.
YOur wrongdoings which affected everyone.
And its all YOUR fault because it was what YOU did ALONE without ANY consultation from us.
Your DIRTY SECRET
And you DARE ask me "so i should carry the guilt with me forever?!"
HOLY FUCKING YES U USELESS CRAP.
You NEVER EVEN MADE UP FOR IT. or tried
YOU JUST IGNORED IT LIKE IT WAS A PAST NOT TO BE UNCOVERED.
If things went your way you will never have told us what really happened. Cos you always cover it up. You want to make urself look better. You want us to have a dream image of you. You want you want you want you want ....
Its all about you. YOU are all about YOU.
And i FUCKING Pity you cos you DESERVE what you have.
THis whole thing, is your last chance. THis started MOTNHS ago. But then, i'm probably throwing a temper to myself since plain messages of "i AM PISSED OFF WITH YOU AND I WILL NOT SPEAK TO YOU UNTIL YOU TELL ME WHY I M PISSED OFF" never work.
WHy?
Because you fucking KNOW why i am pissed off but YOU Know why you are wrong but you think you are too fucking important to admit it.
Ha.
Sure, you want to test MY patience - go ahead.
When i warned you that you better do something OR ELSE......., you DARE to reply "ANd what CAN YOU DO TO ME" in a mocking way.
HAHAHAhahah...
What can i do eh. You would even think about thaT?!
Useless piece of crap.
YOU.
YOU WILL BE STOMPED DOWN.
YOU ARE BE CRUSHED, SO BAD...
THose who mis-use their privileges will be PUNISHED.
For you DONT deserve your privilage.
Do you know, anger, is my final barrier?
When my anger pass - there will be feelings no more.
My feelings - that is my final contribution to you.
For hell's sake, i don't know why i bother.
You can't even fucking say "Bye" to end a phone conversation, after I say BYE to you.
You just hang up!?
AND YES YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD THAT THIS IS IMPOLITE AND RUDE
but do you take notice?
No.
To hell with you.
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