My Dear Friend.....
Hey you - you know who you are = )
Yes, you get an entry on this stupid blog that is solely dedicated to you.
I suppose you are in the shower now as i type this...?
Anyways...
I duno if u noticed the emotions that splashed over me when i saw what you took out of sean's bag...since i noticed that u were busy chatting to renee and sean...
But...its classic...just like what you see on TV and what you criticise as being cheesy and fake...
well...that's exactly what went thru me.
As I was describing to you last night - first was shock..."oh my god...that's a phone..." when i saw the box
Then you said u were giving it to me...
Then my reaction is "shit it CANT be a 6230 (as it says on the box) ...oh yea, sean haas a 6230, must be his box wif something else in it...." and that's what i told myself
Then you told me to open the box. When i opened it and saw the actual phone lying there...I was shocked...I was still expecting you or renee or someone to say "oh stop dreaming Kungting, this is my daddy's new phone lar" or something....
Then I spent sometime staring wide-eyed at the phone in front of me. Don't know if im capable and worthy of receiving such an expensive gift.
Then i was quite lost...you made it look like such a "natural" thing to give someone ...and yet as i said...its the most expensive and thotful present i ever received from a single person...because u r giving me exactly what i wanted... (yes you can breathe that sigh of relief...it IS wat i wanted...not that ur convincing hasn't helped but it IS)
You know - when someone has dreamt abt something for a long time - its a shock when they finally get it...
I probably din't convey very well WHY the phone meant so much - but a lot of it is also because i've been drooling over it since last yr and spent a lot of time fantasising abt owning the phone and using it. Sounds stupid - but its true. And now suddenly i have it...its....
overwhelming.
Even now, as i type this while u r asleep in the nxt room and ur brother is sleeping peacefully in the same room...I still have that tight feeling ard my chest. The feeling of nervousness. The feeling of being happy until I feel guilty feeling so happy.
So why does the present mean so much?
...Because of the time u spent organising how to get it...and in the process wasting money on the way as well...
...Because it shows that you HAVE been listening to my whinging and indecision and you knew intuitively what i wanted anyway...
...Because you are always able to make such good decision for me...that's y i like shopping wif u so much and is forever dragging you around...you are responsible for more than 50% of the clothes in my wardrobe...
...Because you and ur family care enough abt my little 21st bday...and making it a big thing before i decided to do anything big!!!
And if you read my previous blog, remember the squares of friends i was mentioning?
You have a place along with 2 others right after my immediate family. And I realise that BEFORE you gave me this (so don't call me trying to kiss ur ass cos you are on of my best friends no matter what)
...you know the time u spent walking ard aimlessly wif me and leading me to places....would have made an awesome present for me already. You don't know how much i appreciate the company...and how incapable of buying this i've become when i'm alone...
And not to mention all the trouble your family has to put up wif once a yr so 10 years already when i come here.
So thank you. Thank you so much. Thank you and your family so much for everything. For the living place, for the food, for the constant encouragement and friendship.
Will continue this when i'm in tw. For now...bye =)
Yes, you get an entry on this stupid blog that is solely dedicated to you.
I suppose you are in the shower now as i type this...?
Anyways...
I duno if u noticed the emotions that splashed over me when i saw what you took out of sean's bag...since i noticed that u were busy chatting to renee and sean...
But...its classic...just like what you see on TV and what you criticise as being cheesy and fake...
well...that's exactly what went thru me.
As I was describing to you last night - first was shock..."oh my god...that's a phone..." when i saw the box
Then you said u were giving it to me...
Then my reaction is "shit it CANT be a 6230 (as it says on the box) ...oh yea, sean haas a 6230, must be his box wif something else in it...." and that's what i told myself
Then you told me to open the box. When i opened it and saw the actual phone lying there...I was shocked...I was still expecting you or renee or someone to say "oh stop dreaming Kungting, this is my daddy's new phone lar" or something....
Then I spent sometime staring wide-eyed at the phone in front of me. Don't know if im capable and worthy of receiving such an expensive gift.
Then i was quite lost...you made it look like such a "natural" thing to give someone ...and yet as i said...its the most expensive and thotful present i ever received from a single person...because u r giving me exactly what i wanted... (yes you can breathe that sigh of relief...it IS wat i wanted...not that ur convincing hasn't helped but it IS)
You know - when someone has dreamt abt something for a long time - its a shock when they finally get it...
I probably din't convey very well WHY the phone meant so much - but a lot of it is also because i've been drooling over it since last yr and spent a lot of time fantasising abt owning the phone and using it. Sounds stupid - but its true. And now suddenly i have it...its....
overwhelming.
Even now, as i type this while u r asleep in the nxt room and ur brother is sleeping peacefully in the same room...I still have that tight feeling ard my chest. The feeling of nervousness. The feeling of being happy until I feel guilty feeling so happy.
So why does the present mean so much?
...Because of the time u spent organising how to get it...and in the process wasting money on the way as well...
...Because it shows that you HAVE been listening to my whinging and indecision and you knew intuitively what i wanted anyway...
...Because you are always able to make such good decision for me...that's y i like shopping wif u so much and is forever dragging you around...you are responsible for more than 50% of the clothes in my wardrobe...
...Because you and ur family care enough abt my little 21st bday...and making it a big thing before i decided to do anything big!!!
And if you read my previous blog, remember the squares of friends i was mentioning?
You have a place along with 2 others right after my immediate family. And I realise that BEFORE you gave me this (so don't call me trying to kiss ur ass cos you are on of my best friends no matter what)
...you know the time u spent walking ard aimlessly wif me and leading me to places....would have made an awesome present for me already. You don't know how much i appreciate the company...and how incapable of buying this i've become when i'm alone...
And not to mention all the trouble your family has to put up wif once a yr so 10 years already when i come here.
So thank you. Thank you so much. Thank you and your family so much for everything. For the living place, for the food, for the constant encouragement and friendship.
Will continue this when i'm in tw. For now...bye =)
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