To do List

I'm a zombie in reality sucking in the fantasy worlds that others have created. I am looking for someone better than me to replace my existance. I want to stop being myself. Most pple at this point would wana change themselves. Like turn their world upside down. But I'm sure most of you will look back at these years and think "Jeff hasn't changed a single bit". I've been told that myself several times. You see - a cow will never be happy in this ocean. The cow won't fit in no matter how hard it tries. The cow needs a pasture. The cow needs other cows to show him how to be a cow. Or maybe the cow just needs to accept that it is a cow. A cow will never become a dolphin. A dolphin will never like a cow.