Lots of complaining lately eh?

Sorry guys - I know i've been complaining heaps. Hey - hope i haven't do it too much when i see any of yous in person, so I try to contain all my complaints to this computer webpage. I hate the feeling of being bombarded by complaints, worries, regrets, how other pple mistreated you, how you don't understand why the other person is so selfish and stupid and useless etc... I can take so much before it becomes annoying to my ears. Why? Because i feel like i'm being unloaded on. And I have no one else to unload to. (and I try not to unload it onto other people and make them feel uncomfortable). Its funny i'm saying this cos for the few of yous reading this, u'r probably feeling like i'm unloading on you eh? sorry. Maybe i shud just make this a personal webpage or something, save you guys the torture.

Man today this girl was waering this kinda tight thin white one-piece dress that goes to just below her knees, not very long, quite revealing (singlet type one piece). Very distracting during the lecture cos i have to look past her to see the board. Ok so i don't really have to look past her but she is still in my visual field. I duno, its not THAT hot yet - it was still quite windy today, and yet, sh'es a malaysian, thin and nice figure, but how can she wear so little?! Its funny how in the break she and her just-as-nice-looking friend were taking photos of each other on their mobs, probably sending them to their bfs or something,hehe. Guess some pple know they loook good? Oh i'm sure they do. Like that white dress girl, I heard that she went to the hostel party once wearing a g-string and bikinis, WOOO~~~ (fanning myself). Altho she has good figure and nice smooth strokable skin i don't think she's the bikini model type...but hey, i mite b wrong.

And as you can tell I have never spoken to her before. hahha...duh~~

So I was asking my friend what one needs to have a gf like her. Not surprising his reply was "1. $$$$$ 2. in ur dreams"......

I think that's a realistic comment tho. Money can do wonder to girls. Otherwise why else would a pretty 20something end up marrying a 60yr old ah pei? or the 2004 version of this would be how would a 15 yr old boy end up having a relationship with a 70yr old ah ma? OHh...shit i'm being judgemental here. whoops sorry. I guess age doesn't matter when the relationship is consensual and it works. HEy who am i to judge anyway, stupid me.

But the point is money matters. Yea, girls are often under the delusion of liking men's inner being more than the outside. I think they refer to the inner depths of their pocket and what's in their wallets. How is it that they can surrender their body and freedom to money? Or am i getting it wrong, its that they then get the money which sets them free?

Anyways I hate being in a money centered world. I hate people who constantly dreams that the want money and how they are going to make money out of everything.
I don't like worrying about money.

But then in 3 yrs time I'll be trying to earn money and I won't be depending on my parents for income no more. The whole becoming independent thing. ITs even scarier than graduating from highsch - no parents to feed you anymore, I control the money that comes in.

Scary thought.

But lets hope I will not become a money centred person.

Remember to hit me with full strength and throw money at me if that happens.

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